Guilt, crying for what you've lost, emotional cruelty, oppression, deep sorrow, depression, despair, solitary, estrangement, pessimism, being awake, deciding to stop, leaving, negative ideas that influence your reality, extreme events, mentally exhaustion, melancholy, neurotic, masochistic, bugging yourself, bad conscience, Bad expectations, becoming aware that something is not good for your, bad news, worst case scenario, wanting to see possibilities, psychiatric illness, undergoing a purification, psychological analysis, traveling through the underworld, going through hell, understand how your thinking influences your reality.

Meaning reversed

Unscrupulous, inhuman, lack of empathy, having no regard for the concerns and pain of others, insensitivity, denial of problems, developing emotionally, avoiding the truth, deny there are problems, wrong diagnosis, not learning from mistakes, overcoming doubts, improvement after a very difficult period, overcoming negative thoughts, end to (emotional) pain, no more guilt, openness, discovering the cause of your dissatisfaction.

The Nine of Swords in your reading

This is the card that tells you that you have to look for the real cause of your worries. It is very clear that they are keeping you awake at night. It isn't really hard to pinpoint the reasons. But sometimes worries are hidden so subtle that you are really not clear about what is bugging you.

This card shows that you have to study your thoughts. How positive or negative are they really? When your thoughts are negative then you will start to live like that. Negative thoughts influence the creation of your reality. Think about it, if you think sometimes cannot be done, then you often don't succeed doing it. But when you tell yourself over and over again that you can do it you will notice that you will get better at it every time again.

Don't expect the worst in other people. They often struggle as much as you do. Trust, when you have the Nine of Swords in your reading, that there are good people around that wish you the best. If they are not around, then wish yourself the best. Somebody has to do it...

You are going through a period in which a lot has to change. The purification of negative thought may ask a lot of your attention and time but it is a process that you bring you a lot: a reality that will connect to your needs.